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Ok, sorry for the lack of journal updates; it's been fairly non-eventful around here. I'm having severe financial problems, and that's a huge stress. I can't work while I'm in school due to my learning disability, and yet I can't get the financial aid I need. The stupid system thinks my parents and I can fork over thousands of dollars. Yes, we have money, but it's tied up in retirement funds that cannot be touched without loosing almost half of it in fines. Plus, we have a ton of other expenses, such as a family of seven, two of whom are in college and one who's serving a two-year unpaid mission for our church. If I were a member of a minority group, I'd have a much easier time getting financial aid. I apologize if that sounds a little racy, but it is NOT. It is a simple, undisputable fact. There are gazillions of scholarships and loans available for Blacks, Gays, Asians, Hispanics, Martians, etc. (OK, maybe not Martians..), but none for Anglo-Saxon middle-class Christians with severe ADHD. Yeah, there is aid for ADHD students, but my family is "too rich". How sad. Too poor to afford school, too rich to have help. What a miserable gap. So much for "equality" in this country. Hey, I'm half Canadian, does that count?
Sorry if I sound bitter, but tuition is due today, and I had to use some of my Christmas and Birthday money I've been slowly saving for years for the Adobe Creative Suite program package (so I can work on my webcomic at home) in order to pay for school and stuff this quarter. I am BEYOND upset right now. In addition, I haven't been able to get a summer job for years because I don't drive (I'm a slave to the bus schedule), I have a hand condition that prevents me from working with food and strong cleaning chemicals, I don't have "enough experience" in ANY category, and I don't work on Sundays for religious reasons. I want so much to be able to support myself, and instead I'm forced to rely on others. I'm told that God must have something for me to learn from this situation and I'm cool with that..though I do hope I can learn whatever this lesson is already so I can get a job and support myself before I go CRAZY.
Sorry if I sound bitter, but tuition is due today, and I had to use some of my Christmas and Birthday money I've been slowly saving for years for the Adobe Creative Suite program package (so I can work on my webcomic at home) in order to pay for school and stuff this quarter. I am BEYOND upset right now. In addition, I haven't been able to get a summer job for years because I don't drive (I'm a slave to the bus schedule), I have a hand condition that prevents me from working with food and strong cleaning chemicals, I don't have "enough experience" in ANY category, and I don't work on Sundays for religious reasons. I want so much to be able to support myself, and instead I'm forced to rely on others. I'm told that God must have something for me to learn from this situation and I'm cool with that..though I do hope I can learn whatever this lesson is already so I can get a job and support myself before I go CRAZY.
Back In Action
Man, I've been gone a while. No new art, no comics, uggghh. Well, I'll explain what's been going on in a sec. I wanna have some fun with a journal meme my twin sis ~mystryl-shada (https://www.deviantart.com/mystryl-shada) did. How to play:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
Sound good? OK, ready...set...GO!
1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Somebody's Watching Me"
[It is NOT OK! They are WATCHING! (o_O)]
2. How would y
Car Carnage
O.K., I'm trying to recover from a severe case of Bronchitis :sick: and a series of relapses that made me miss much of the first two weeks of the school quarter (I'm on day #21 of this illness and while I'm doing much better, I haven't fully recovered yet). Before that, I had a seriously stressful time involving a crisis with my eligibility for graduation this spring (which has still not been settled). So basically, the month of March was the worst month of my life (see, this is what happens when you not only forget to wear green on St. Patrick's day:shamrock:, but you forget the holiday entirely) and April doesn't look too promising either
Journal Dump
OK, I think it's high time I did a new journal entry, don't you? Yeah, I thought so. I'll make this a basic report. :blahblah:
I've picked up new and addictive hobby: crochet. It's like knitting, only with a hook. Stop laughing! I'm serious! This hobby is addictive! Look, see - -*zip!*- - I have a half-made scarf in by school backpack. I can't even leave the stuff at home anymore. Of course, I want to finish this sucker before the cold weather leaves,:snowing: but that's not the point. This is a fun thing to do when watching a movie or something. Hey, where are you going? OK, I know it sounds lame, but it's actually a lot of fun.
One Holiday Down, Three More to Go
Blogger, GO! *throws Pokeball* :pokeball: Halloween Blog Attack! :pumpkin:
If you looked at the stores, you'd think this holiday to be alive and well. If you looked at my street last night, you wouldn't even know it was Halloween. Like, where the heck IS everyone? We had maybe almost ten trick-or-treating groups (by groups I mean a family or a small pack of friends) come by our house:house:, and we were giving out full-size candy bars and other stuff. Over half the trick-or-treaters were in high school. Sure it was cold outside, but the number of trick-or-treaters has been dwindling the past few years anyway (while the average age seems
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Hmm, has Shada told you about the $200 deal on the Adobe Photosuite we have at BYU right now?
If you can SPARE $200, she could pick it up for you before term ends. She can't spare $200 right now, so she's not getting it. But it is a fabulous deal.
If you can SPARE $200, she could pick it up for you before term ends. She can't spare $200 right now, so she's not getting it. But it is a fabulous deal.